My understanding, so narrow,
The flame that keeps me going, extinguished,
A guardian of my very own,
Depleted of purpose, uncertainty wandering within my mind,
Revenge can only achieve so much,
The simplest thoughts, so comical,
Numbness spreads through me, I can't even feel that,
My skeleton quivers at the thought,
Symbolizing as a divine existence,
Rumoured to be the most questionable,
Counting up the days until I am vanquished,
I carry my own thoughts,
An inescapable burden,
A discord between the mightiest,
Clashes erupt between the phantoms of the past,
Tingles run down my spine with anxiety,
At times, amnesia almost sounds comforting,
I vanish into the abyss as nothing but a ghost that haunts my own failures,
Regrets that will forever stick to me,
I watch myself fall through crevices,
I seal my heart away from harm,
A gap so wide that I can't even see the other side,
Am I truly so far from the end?
Ideals, impervious to the core,
My resolve has no bounds,
The night is a reminder,
Faith in a story with no end or beginning,
A fairy tale, a true desire,
Privilege exposes itself in the direst of times,
I walk away from my fears,
My breaths, stolen,
Even with so much air, it feels like there's no room to breathe.
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